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dear grace,
today was hard for mom. my body has changed a lot since having you and i'm having a really hard time with that. we went shopping today and i think you must know how i am feeling because you had a total meltdown and were inconsolable. i feel bad now just thinking that how i was feeling effected you so much. you are such a sensitive little girl and i'm sorry. i'm so glad i had my own mother to call on the trip home and just vent to and cry. i hope someday you can come to me and i can be helpful to you when you're feeling sad or lonely or broken. and let me tell you, going from a size 4 to a size 10 feels broken to me. at the same time i know i have a lot of growing up to do, and i wish it was a fast as you are growing. you are getting so big and beautiful, i can hardly stand it. it's hard for me to put you down because i dont wanna miss anything!that's it
for now-
i love you,
mom