five

dear grace,
today you drive me crazy. but only because you wanted to eat for two hours straight! is there enough food down there? ill have to pump and find out. i wish you would go to sleep. you are still acting hungry... we went to church and you slept on me for all of sacrament- it was very cute. im nervous about keeping you there for all three hours, you are such a messy eater lately, throwing yourself wiggly all over and spraying milk everywhere! imagine that all over church clothes... maybe i can pack an extra set or something. i'll have to figure it out soon because i need some spirit around here! i wonder if you are eating because of your reflux.

we'll have to ask the doc.

i love you and you are back awake and crying.
i'm sorry, i hope i figure out what you need soon.
love,
mom